My B'day today

  One more year went by and i frankly didnt see much of a change within. People wished me via mobile and e-mails. Felt good. Received a card from my Dad and my mom gifted me a shirt. I had a wonderful glow in my face today and my mood, upbeat. Nothing great or eventful was going to happen though and as for me,i was just in a blissful state of mind. Such feeling are definitely embarrassing for a 31 year old man, but u feel more better opening up...Thanks guys for wishing me and i would ensure that i wish you too ;-))...So Long...

The Apostle..

 

A cunning yellow bird, stalks the fish,
A snake making the very bird her wish,

The round we go, the more we try,

To make one happy and make others cry.

Life is a drama wherein lies a void,

A void so vast, it transcends exploit,

But still we indulge, for we are wise,

Bowing to evil and battering the nice.

But deep inside ,my soul was white,

For I knew the wrong and knew the right,

I deserted evil, and far away I went,

In search of truth, the one god sent.

Now I feel like love, every single day,

In thoughts of my lord, far far away,

We never met, but love it seemed,

For eyes when closed, lord I dreamed…..

Escapee

Had I been a hero, I would have said,

Amongst the dead, heroically I would have laid,

From the darkness of today, I see a light,

Wretchedness drying away, fading out of sight,

Far away I see an orphan, an orphan as small as five,

Learning survival, doing tricks and mastering the knife,

Armored to the hilt, and deep in my thought,

Reckon who was me, and what had I sought

Never was I brave, and never was I wise,

Never to me was said something nice,

Ridiculed and laughed upon, was so very me,

So I dreamt of a death to make me set free,

In the midst of battle, I lost my nerve,

Fled from the battle and from the army I did serve,

Never was I a hero, never would I have so said,

Amongst the dead, never ever would i have laid.